Healing

It hasn't been easy or quick but I'm starting to feel closure about things. There's no guarantee that it will last but I really feel fine about things. We stopped talking for the most part and I am fine. I know that there isn't one person who agrees with how I have handled things. I have had no shortage of people telling me "he's just not that into you" "he cheated on you" "he doesn't love you" and countless other things I feel comfortable knowing that only I know the whole truth about the situation, well me and him but no one else really understands the whole story because no one took the time to listen. They heard me say "we broke up." saw what was put on facebook and made assumptions from there. Slowly I am starting to see many small things that give me insight into the reality of things. Usually coming from stupid places like Sex and the City, Gilmore Girls or The Real Housewives of Orange County but no matter where they come from I appreciate them. I believe in signs sent from God to give you strength and understanding when you need it the most and I believe it mostly because when I truly need a sign I usually have one. All I  can say, when push comes to shove, is that at the end of the day no matter what I am slowly healing and getting past what we had and  have been through. I don't feel the need to move right into a relationship because as long as I felt what I did then I can't truly be committed to my next boyfriend. So, even though no one supports the way in which I've done it I am moving on and getting to a better place than I have been in a very long time.